t a l k p l a s t i c

i'm afraid that i'm going to move my craps soon.
gotta hanging on until i am ready to say goodbye to livejournal.

it's three years already.
i wonder if refreshment is necessary.
let me think.

shite. it's always in this kind of time.
july or august. i left blogger for lj at 2006.
now i should leave lj for better home.

should i?

yes, i need it.

i'm off. no more posting coming on. thanks for those who stalk and read it away, to those who are busy figuring whom my 'you' refers to, to those who assume and consume, i heart you all.

and to you who has been a reason for me to keep writing, i love you.
and i'll let you know about it soon.

goodbye.

i was riding on the LRT train as usual this morning. and when it passed Abdullah Hukum station, suddenly it made an emergency break. my 40 kg body was pushed away and hit this particular old uncle. everyone was woo-ing. and silence filled the gap. i can't literally listen to anything else but the song in my headphones.

wohoo. stuck in the middle of the rail with bunches of people. what a morning. i sent message to juls just to release an instant randomness. and i'm thinking of Hancock. i wished he'd put us down so that i reach my office as early as i wanted. because i have lotsa things to do today. script for music video and also silent scenery video. i guess kit will kill me.

in 10 minutes, i can see people were busy texting and making calls. in 15 minutes, phones were ringing here and there. in 20 minutes, i heard the lines of excuses. in 25 minutes, i can see people being creative by taking pictures of themselves inside a stuck train (and also others as to proof). and in 30 minutes, finally the train woke up from its sudden hibernating, which made my body bounced back to hit another old uncle. shite.

well, it's pretty shitty to get this technical problem happened to a hobo like me. yea, train defeats my need over handphone. imagine that. so please, no more rail frustation ahead. or i'll be frustated. haha.

let me bitching about cables. i have no idea, why oh why, cable can be something so depressing for me. it is so bomb in representing complication, or all those dead-end situations. i believe that cables come with their own stories. they can be so still yet fine, but in a minute, when you roll them up into one knot, you may get yourself lost in it. i hate to see colony of cables. really. be it my laptop cable, my phone's charger cable, my headphone's cable, my plugs' cable, and be the rest. look at them make me dizzy and feel like ending my life using it.

but, in the contrary, i love to take pics of cables on the stage. i've just realized it by the time i checked my stock photos taken during gigs. this is maybe the only situation where this stupid cables are looked beautiful on their own. yes, this is the only situation i can tolerate. this is it.

it was a sunny afternoon, when i got the e-mail from my creative director. he mentioned that he wanted to talk to us regarding of his leaving. i was thinking he made a joke this morning, but he didn't. when we were gathering in the meeting room, he spread off his stand of his duties to us. it's sad.

well, forget it for a while. when i was walking down to the meeting room, suddenly i got a message that made my day out of the blues. it lets me have those butterflies fly in my stomach. hahaha.

seriously, earth knows no answer of why me and you can't share the same road in life. but for me it is not that bad at all. i am glad i have you around, on my own way :)

i have a little confusion to differenciate june 30th and july 30th.
i still remember last year i wished you a month earlier.
but it's okay, since i believe one of those must be your day.
so happy birthday to you, my highschool sweetheart :)